Sunday, May 31, 2015
31/05
Today's bad: discovered that a person I follow on DA, who is suicidal and has attempted numerous times on her life, deactivated her account with a final journal promising she'd return - unless her last attempt got her so weak that, this time, she wouldn't make it through.
Saturday, May 30, 2015
30/05 - Weekend!
Today's bad: thougt I'd lost my scooter's chainlock e.e I need to get its internal system fixed.
Today's good: breakfast in bed, chill workday, day off tomorrow. :)
Note to Future Self: and we're blanking out.
Today's good: breakfast in bed, chill workday, day off tomorrow. :)
Note to Future Self: and we're blanking out.
Friday, May 29, 2015
29/05 - Well played
Today's bad: sooooo there's indeed tension at work <<
Today's good: I got spoiled ^_________________^ Anne Stokes puzzle, awesome bat beanie plushie, Zelda mug (with a flaw, but who cares!), Hello Kitty phone sleeve (why yes I am 34 << ), and the second Hunger Games at last e.e and the kitties got a transport box and a circle toy with little balls. I iz happy kitty too ^______________^ yes, getting spoiled by your parents feels awesome, at any age :) (especially when all you were going to look for, as we needed a second kitty transporter by evening, was uh yeah, a transporter. XD)
No writing today alas! Sunday will have to be a good day.
Note to Future Self: material girl.
Today's good: I got spoiled ^_________________^ Anne Stokes puzzle, awesome bat beanie plushie, Zelda mug (with a flaw, but who cares!), Hello Kitty phone sleeve (why yes I am 34 << ), and the second Hunger Games at last e.e and the kitties got a transport box and a circle toy with little balls. I iz happy kitty too ^______________^ yes, getting spoiled by your parents feels awesome, at any age :) (especially when all you were going to look for, as we needed a second kitty transporter by evening, was uh yeah, a transporter. XD)
No writing today alas! Sunday will have to be a good day.
Note to Future Self: material girl.
Thursday, May 28, 2015
28/05 - And we breathe
Today's bad: got woken up this morning by bf when he got up. Then I fell asleep again. XD
Today's good: bit of pre-work writing going on. Incidentally, since I started being creative again I've been sleeping quite well. Proof upon proof that if I refrain from being creative due to life, I die. Ugh, I'm working five days next week e.e thankfully, only two early shifts, well-placed (first and fourth day).
I wonder where life's going. I have a bit of a gnawing feeling that something's happening at work, be it only that emotions and frustrations are getting high. Perhaps it's just the fact that our manager has two (well-deserved) weeks off and that it's difficult for the assistants to fill his shoes (which I suppose is what happens when people are forced into responsabilities they never wanted). But, I get well along with everyone; I care about colleagues, always (lest they're the devil like I once experienced). I feel nervous, but it's not my own emotions; I just happen to be a sponge. But I learned, from letting go of the fear of death, how to no longer make those emotions my own (or, too much, anyway). I feel as though I've been granted a step forward in life, another learning experience that will be invaluable for the next step. Whenever it's bound to happen. Perhaps sooner than I expect (but then, what do I expect?).
But then, perhaps it's just that the frustrations in this country have grown high, as well, and something's about to burst. With good reason. I often wish I could just go up to those ministers and slap the idiocy out of their brains. Not a one is interested in the future; not a one is working towards that. All they see is their own navel, and the power in their hands. Squeeze squeeze squeeze the little man. Drive people into poverty, depression, death. Destroy the future for us all. They're goddamn good at that.
Yes, I'm sour. Everytime I watch the news, I get more sour. This country literally, and figuratively, doesn't speak the same language. Blaming the blameless and praising the sinners.
Give me a fucking break.
Note to Future Self: *applause*
Today's good: bit of pre-work writing going on. Incidentally, since I started being creative again I've been sleeping quite well. Proof upon proof that if I refrain from being creative due to life, I die. Ugh, I'm working five days next week e.e thankfully, only two early shifts, well-placed (first and fourth day).
Simultaniety is difficult to portray .________.
I wonder where life's going. I have a bit of a gnawing feeling that something's happening at work, be it only that emotions and frustrations are getting high. Perhaps it's just the fact that our manager has two (well-deserved) weeks off and that it's difficult for the assistants to fill his shoes (which I suppose is what happens when people are forced into responsabilities they never wanted). But, I get well along with everyone; I care about colleagues, always (lest they're the devil like I once experienced). I feel nervous, but it's not my own emotions; I just happen to be a sponge. But I learned, from letting go of the fear of death, how to no longer make those emotions my own (or, too much, anyway). I feel as though I've been granted a step forward in life, another learning experience that will be invaluable for the next step. Whenever it's bound to happen. Perhaps sooner than I expect (but then, what do I expect?).
But then, perhaps it's just that the frustrations in this country have grown high, as well, and something's about to burst. With good reason. I often wish I could just go up to those ministers and slap the idiocy out of their brains. Not a one is interested in the future; not a one is working towards that. All they see is their own navel, and the power in their hands. Squeeze squeeze squeeze the little man. Drive people into poverty, depression, death. Destroy the future for us all. They're goddamn good at that.
Yes, I'm sour. Everytime I watch the news, I get more sour. This country literally, and figuratively, doesn't speak the same language. Blaming the blameless and praising the sinners.
Give me a fucking break.
Note to Future Self: *applause*
Wednesday, May 27, 2015
27/05 - Games and words
Today's bad: hmm, I guess starting a bit too late to write, but...
Today's good: playing some Diablo 3 did wonders ^^ apparently theer's been a new patch, they changed certain things for the better, and I finally leveled up my Demon Hunter to 70 e.e three more to go! I tried enroling for their Season 3 because the pennant you can win is stunning, but... Season's definitely geared towards people with LOTS AND LOTS of time on their hands. And a 'professionnal' understanding of the game. So, I gave up on that quick like sand <<
Note to Future Self: chill good.
Today's good: playing some Diablo 3 did wonders ^^ apparently theer's been a new patch, they changed certain things for the better, and I finally leveled up my Demon Hunter to 70 e.e three more to go! I tried enroling for their Season 3 because the pennant you can win is stunning, but... Season's definitely geared towards people with LOTS AND LOTS of time on their hands. And a 'professionnal' understanding of the game. So, I gave up on that quick like sand <<
Note to Future Self: chill good.
Tuesday, May 26, 2015
26/06 - >:|
Today's bad: I only worked for 4 hours, but somehow I managed to work the day a very haughty customer came at the register and demanded I accept coupons for which she did not purchase the items - and which my colleagues allegedly did accept. Which is a fight you'll never win with me. I got very pissed and had my supervisor deal with her, and was very pleased she told me I was right to not accept them. That woman made me so angry I could've cried. >:|
Today's good: aside from a visit from the parents at work and then at home, they found me some adhesive red velvet with which I decorated the Tv furniture. :D
It used to be beige, now it's all pritty and soft :D
Note to Future Self: and then we moved on.
Today's good: aside from a visit from the parents at work and then at home, they found me some adhesive red velvet with which I decorated the Tv furniture. :D
It used to be beige, now it's all pritty and soft :D
Note to Future Self: and then we moved on.
Monday, May 25, 2015
25/05 - Itsy bitsy
Today's bad: though I slept better, I'm still so very tired. Thinking of going to bed now and do some Long War reading.
Today's good: worked a little bit on my doll's hair. For the record, this doll has been in the making since 2008. I'm too lazy for a pic.
Note to Future Self: yoj cabt type. Go sleep.
Today's good: worked a little bit on my doll's hair. For the record, this doll has been in the making since 2008. I'm too lazy for a pic.
Note to Future Self: yoj cabt type. Go sleep.
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